The Day

Its funny how much of a pussy i am about things in my life. Today for example. I had to go back to one of my former customers houses to to add a box. I was rather excited because she was pretty cool from what i remember and i was thinking about asking her out. I would have the first time but i was with someone during set time. Once i get to my customers house she actually remembers me! Sadly later i found out that she is now engaged, missed my chance. I would like to say that i shrugged my shoulders and said, ok that's life, but it actually bugged me for a few hours at work. I guess I'll just have to take more action when i think i should. I do believe i still made the right choice the first time around because i wouldn't have wanted to cheat on my girlfriend at the time, even though she ended up cheating on me ^_^

Lately I've been finding myself listening to a lot of Bad Religion and for what reason i don't' know. I wish i could expand my musical influnces more but i'm rather closed minded to a lot of new music i hear these days. I'm waiting for the death of the emo scene!

Only two more months untill i get to see my kids again!!! I can't wait i missed him so much. Its going to be a ruff trip though since they really don't know me anymore. I started to write them a letter but i never got very far with it. The things i have to write about are not the things i watn to write to my kids. I mean do i really want to tell them how i spent the weekind drinking with Grant and playing x-box? Thats usually my life right now though i am wanting to change that asap! Not that i don't like hanging with Grant or anything but i'm wasting away my weekends doing with that. Maybe i'll see if Troy wants to hit up the bars next weekend.